Say Yes- That Is All There Is!

We have been on a journey- shifting this consciousness- experiencing the possibilities and saying yes or no- when a no is proclaimed, we move on.  We have learned to move on no matter who in our lives has chosen to stay behind- we have learned to move on at first some shaky and each time getting closer and closer to leaving with love- some of us have learned that when we choose to move on, there is also a physical move that happens- more and more this is seen as the spreading of the seeds of love.

As we sit here in this place where we started, we feel the coming of full circle- we feel the love that we have carried throughout all the journey- we feel the beauty in the simplicity- we feel and see the impact we have on others lives- we see and feel that we have indeed done what we came here to do!

It was never PollyAnna or Scarlett O’Hara- it was a deep knowing that we are life- we are creation- we are love- we are all of it!

And we keep receiving gifts to assist in the landing of this- the article recently written by Lauren Gorgo- “we have delivered us from evil.”  The article written by Aluna Joy-

“We are the trees that stand firm while the world transforms around us. We may bend, but we will not break. We are anchored into the new frequency, and anything that does not resonate with this new frequency will disintegrate around us . . . leaving us standing strong and tall. Our feet are at the core of the Earth, and our crown is the sun.

We all came here for one main purpose. We came here to see this shift of the age . . . to see the victory that is coming. When we do, that part inside of us that we can't fulfill will be satisfied, because we will feel HOME. We didn't show up here on Earth to seek the drama of cataclysms, the fulfillment of devastating prophecy or the destruction of an age. We came here to celebrate a new Earth, a new frequency, and a new world. Oh . . . Archangel Michael says "You have had enough dress rehearsals. It is time for the last curtain call. They appreciate our diligence and our focus in a world where it is not terribly easy to do that. “

It comes in from our dear brother Nicky Hamid “So your journey is not about finding anything it is about expansion, your journey is about experiencing, your journey is about enjoying (experiencing joy) the “newness” and exhilaration of the ride for eternity. Experiencing every corner, every dimension, every nuance of energy manifestation of the Cosmos, when, where, and how you see fit. And you take it all Home with You. You take who you are and your eternal, infinite connection with you, on a never ending journey of your own choosing. You are content, at Home and simultaneously in constant evolution and expansion anywhere. Contentment is in the knowing of your place (Home, I AM) and joy is in the experience of change and growth (expansion), of experience just for the sake of it (because you want to).

And it all comes about through absolute unconditional love of Self at One with All That Is.

And it is this Love. Your love, and the fashioning of it in your life Now, that is creating our New World in the soft, all pervasive, power filled energies of this Christmas, 2012 and beyond time.

It will be your love that will lift the whole of humanity up into the light of our miraculous Now..”

It comes in the sweet conversations with people who have never before proclaimed being on a path of any sort- feeling like they are meant to be here and are opening to the new; it comes from those of us on the path who have let go of all thoughts, ways of the old and are on the cliff waiting to jump or who have jumped and are flying…..

Today I say yes and allow even more in- receiving, receiving, receiving…

I love Me- I love You- I love Us- We are the Ones we have been waiting for!

Listening to sweet music we created, drinking strong, hot coffee, feeling and seeing all the brothers and sistars along the way who have touched my life- you know who you are- some of you are still hanging with me!  The sun is shining within and without here in Cincinnati, Boulder, Mexico, Wisconsin- everywhere!

MERRY, MERRY CHRIST THAT WE ARE!

We are!

We Are the One We Have Been Waiting For!

We are the fire of creation- see the spark, feel the warmth, keep building the fire watching the flames reach towards Father- Ahhh…

We are the winds of change- breathe in deeply and exhale powerfully-feel the wind shift as we step into our authenticity.

We are the water that cleanses, heals and removes obstacles- our tears of sadness and joy become the rain that nurtures the seeds that we plant.

We are the physical manifestation of the earth- dive deeply into Mother-honor where we have come from; who we are becoming.

So let us sing and dance together, let us work and play together, see the web that connects us; remember the children we are- let us dream the world we desire into Being- let us write our story NOW!

Join hands around the fire, feel the grounding of the earth under our feet and vibration of heaven above- look into each other’s eyes and vibrate the feeling that you feel within.  Waves of love caress each of us and flow out into the world touching all!

ALL IS WELL!!!!

HOME

I sit here in Boulder, Colorado listening to Shiva music, the wind caressing my whole Being, two dogs laying at my feet, the sky is a bright,bright blue.  I spent a few minutes getting quiet and feeling the tingling, vibration that is me most of the time- tapping into the mountains and their love for me- as I type this I feel them!  We are all so happy to Be.
I have been here a week- staying with my dear brother, Jason who is opening his heart and home to me!  His generosity is huge and I am in deep appreciation.
I am experiencing life so differently than I have for awhile, maybe ever!  Each person I meet whether it is social or during a job interview, speaks my language; everyone is accepting of who I am; and many are truly alive!!!  My first evening here we went to a concert of WAH at the Double Rainbow Ranch and while we were all chanting- a double rainbow got created!  We danced outside in the wet grass with the children and horses- I glanced up a few times and found the eyes of recognition- you know that slight smile and nod of the head that says I see you and love you!
I have decided I want to be out with as many people as possible- no more living in my cave, no more living away from others, no more living separately.  I feel multiple streams of income including a part-time gig with a steady flow.  This is my first week here and I have had three interviews with a few scheduled for next week- each interview I get clearer for myself and I get to meet and connect with amazing people!  There is no judgment - there is true acceptance and seeing the greater good- with complete trust that whatever is created will be perfect!
I get to go on walks everyday- I get to ride around town or walk through town and see the mountains the whole time- I get to be outside most of the day and night- I get to sleep comfortably with the cool air coming in the windows- I get to dance- I get to sing- I get to experience a gong shower this evening!
I am reconnecting and connecting to people who have done deep work with a teacher I have studied with in the past- this week I have met three "family" and am looking forward to a connection with another "family" via Skype today- and Jason is "family" as well.
There is something significant happening in my life and I am so willing to dive into the flow of it!  And as I do this I am so willing to share this Being that is created in the moment with anyone who is open to receive!
I AM HOME!
So much love to me and to all!  Looking forward to the magic that gets created!

And I am creating the new- check out the new website being created in the moment- I got the book project accepted by Kickstarter so within the next week or so we will have more on this.....
www.flockoffreedom.com

Freedom Train is up and running....

I love Ajijic, Mexico- what's not to love?  It is now the rainy season where it rains almost every night- spectacular strong rains which cools the temperature down; the land is lush; and the smells of the flowers are potent.  Susan and I visited Foco Tonal on Sunday- an entry for St. Germaine energy- we were the only gringos and my heart expanded in love for the people of Mexico.
And yet, last week after the four of us sat in loving authenticity with each ourselves and each other- I felt completion.  I felt like I had done what I came here to do.  Still don't know all of what that was- except to just show up and Be.  A glimpse is that there are now four individuated Gods going out to walk on the planet in different directions.
So what to do- where to go?  The only thing I could feel was - road trip and I have been feeling seeing my dear friend Jason in the physical.
I contacted the woman who dowsed me before leaving Wisconsin and received some gifts!  Clarity is that I am being called in this moment to respond to where I am supported- where the resonance is calling me- some place where I will receive and I will be able to share all of me.  The next physical stop appears in the moment to be New Mexico and then on to Boulder Colorado and getting to Vancouver BC by the end of the summer!  Boy, once you let go- you just never know what's next....  And in this moment I remember that is what I have felt for awhile - the going to a place, the immersion in the place and then the leaving to the next.
I celebrate the wholeness and authenticity that this piece of the journey has brought me- the missing piece is the celebration- I knew there was no more "work" to do; and it feels wonderful to celebrate- now I am to spread this wherever I go- like Johnny Appleseed- the planting of celebration of remembering who we really are!  There is nothing to do or be...
I also celebrate the disconnect of the old paradigm of lack around being in service and the creation of abundance and self-worth in service- Ajijic has given that to me.  I have stayed at beautiful and luxurious places- I have eaten well- I have had fun experiences- I have learned I can take care of myself- all in abundance and richness.  Walking this out each day.
I celebrate a wisp of the form that the next stage of service will take and I walk out everyday and create in the moment.
I do not know all the hows, the whats- today I change the HouseCarer site to Colorado, I write this, I schedule another Flock of Freedom call for Saturday, I witness other's opening up and the gifts that are coming in and I move to a house sit for the next few days- I pay attention and I take it slow.  There is a list for my mind to manage and I wait in expectation to see what all appears in each moment- knowing it is not about me anymore.

We are moving together so that all is ready to support what's coming next....  wide-eyed and open hearted.

My claim to abundance and thriving!!!

For the first time I can remember in a long while, I feel in the flow of life, I feel like I am the flow of life!  I have been working and playing in the field of creating all of this feeling within- feeling all fear, clearing out old patterns, letting go of people, places, things that are not in the same field of resonance anymore- all of this done in love- feeling my imagination, spirit, dreams, passion, innocence, joy returning.  I tear up with the feeling of this at times- I remember a time working with a shaman in the desert and sitting around a circle with loved ones and feeling such wideness, openess, joy, love and wondering then if it was possible to feel like this all of the time.  I was answered with a question- I wonder???  I am here to say it is possible!!!!  I am experiencing more and more of this no matter what is showing up in the outer world.

In this moment, I hear someone get sharp in a response and there is no taking it personal; in this moment, I sit in witness to another Being and pulse to equalize and know who I am- not taking on another's journey- just Being and know it is enough and it is exactly what the being requires; in this moment,  I witness a talk at a group and can hear the multi-dimensional message the speaker is giving and can feel the fullness without any judgment and in this moment, I breathe deeply and relax- I am safe...
I feel in this moment 100% that everything is working out- now that my dreams and passion and imagination are returning and I am open to receive all that is to be given- now that I am aware of what is going on in my Being to tell me I am off track in any way- now that I accept the courage and gifts I am!

And this inner is showing up in the outer is :  I am living in a most luxurious home on top of a mountain overlooking the lake- the home has an infinity pool- I am living with two other Beings who are "family" and I love them and they love me- they see me and I see them- such ease, such grace- the beginnings of commune-unity;  the first day I moved here, we went for a walk to get some more apples for a cleanse we were playing with and ran into a beautiful man in all aspects- a real estate man- even before we said anything he could feel us and see us and saw if we were his first clients it would be a blessing and he could also feel how big we were and what it is we are up too- he wants to meet with the whole group here to know more about us; today after the talk today we followed my desire to get some of Dona's Donuts and saw a sign from the Arbore Real Estate office (the same office from which the beautiful man came from) about training and consulting and my friend got a hit about even more with this real estate agent- possibilites.....;  Tree of Life has come up over and over as a memory for me and here in Mexico, trees are honored- they are not cut down- here in Mexico my tree of life is not getting cut down, it is thriving- I have created a physical representation of my Tree of Life- Arbore means tree in Spanish;  I created a bag of clothes for 40 pesos the other day- clothes required for the hot weather here- clothes I picked and didn't  try on and everything fit perfectly; I am co-creating ways of being more present and in the world with another Being- it is effortless and delightful; I am creating opportunties to allow the flow of cash into my life; I am also aware in this new field that there is no mine- I have practiced that for two years now and can feel it in my bones and cells- I am to just show up in each moment and Be and I will know what or what not to do or say- it may be that I open a door and another steps through- it may be that I am the one stepping through the door- I am safe, I am taken care of - by Me and it looks like all of us...
Love,
Lynn
FYI- My spell check doesn't work so I get what I get....

Road Trip and Then Some....

I began this blog the night of March 8^th after a day filled with adventure and learning and releasing and relaxing into this new way- in a world where I am the minority, where I am not aware of the customs, where I am totally off-center.  And where the only place to call home is right here in the center of this Being.

Today we crossed into Mexico- over the border.  How interesting that there is a concrete border between these two countries and one has to pay to visit- on the other side, you are not allowed to visit at all.  As we drive through the Sierra Madre Mountains and I beginning to feel my molecules all coming back to rest- hearing the mountains greet me and welcome me- I wonder about us humans that erect boundaries like what I saw.  The other thing I witnessed that kept showing me that I am not peaceful with the what is- is the Military- at the border in large quantities- pulling over a car and dumping everything out of the car- I watch as the young man stood there with a rifle that looked plastic.  We were stopped soon out of the town of Nuevo Laredo and another man came to the car to look at our visas and passports he also went through our stuff- found some soap I brought and I gave it to him.  So many military – all over the place and I am not peaceful about it- I feel the energy of fear; I feel the energy of control.  And I wonder what is it that I have created- obviously I am not peaceful- because there are still man-made borders and there are still military pulling people over searching cars and holding guns- I choose to take this into meditation and practice tonight- see if there is something else I can release in me- something else I can love in me- because this is not the world I am creating.

I am creating the world I am feeling now- peace, freedom, birds singing, jammies on, sun shining, allowing forth all the abundance required to support me- stewarding a service to the planet- accepting that there is nothing to do- but just show up.

I did not take the lack of peace into meditation with me last night because I fell asleep and that feels like what the body needed- what I know from how I woke up is that I was doing the work at night and all will be revealed in short time- so I release any need to force it.

Here I sit in gratitude in a little town called Matehuala- having just had a beer and a steak dinner sitting in an outdoor café being able to see the mountains- feeling Mother!

It is around 5:00 and I have my jammies on- there is no internet service and I have made a strong choice to continue my daily practice everyday and write what’s up for me in the blog

The morning of the ninth, I am up early and allow myself the gift of doing my practice- recalling the mind in a kind, loving way- recalling my body- recalling all the dimensions of Lynn- and I am home in I am power in love- joining the third and fourth chakra.

Choosing to allow the day to enfold in being led by the part of me called the natural world-that allow me to stay in all my creations on this day.  Sitting again outside with the mountain in view, sipping coffee, breathing, breathing, and breathing….  Choosing to allow the blog to enfold over the next day- can’t do anything about the posting because the Internet in this hotel is not working.

After leaving Matehuala, we travelled this day to Ajijic- our destination.  On this day, there were no policia and the countryside was spectacular.  It is the dry season down here and there was a lot of brown and it is dry- the cactus were as big as trees and the Sierra Madre mountains were with us on the drive the whole time- such strength and softness at the same time in these mountains- I could feel Mother.

The closer we got to Ajijic, the wetter is was and the lusher it was- as we came around the last corner- there was the lake- oh man what a sight – large crystal lake with diamonds shining off of it.

The town itself is sweet and there is a lot of tourism- there is a Domino’s pizza…Wal-Mart and apparently now a Subway.  And the mountains surround it and the lake borders it.  It feels like it is held in an embrace.

We arrive to this beautiful space and are welcomed by the man of the house- shown the house- choice of three places to stay- Nancy picked the Ambassador suite and I picked the upstairs bedroom with it’s own patio- each has it’s own bathroom.  The house is open ceiling with a pool in the middle and I have already seen a hummingbird in the gardens.

I have been feeling dog and guess what there are two here.

The owners of the house have a daughter who is in the hospital in the states dealing with brain tumor- while we are there I get an opportunity to have a heart-filled conversation with the man of the house about what is up for him- and we know he will need to go back to the states to be with his wife and daughter- while sitting with him, he says thank you for hearing the call and I realize again the magic of surrender.  And the power of the whole when the one steps into a big creation.

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Right now as I listen to the church bells ring, I thank myself for letting go and having the courage to take the next step and am grateful for living fully in my creations.

And so I have internet as of the morning of the tenth- will just add and make this a large blog- it is perfect I am sure- the message is strong.

Waking today with a hummingbird outside my window and the sun shining directly on the bed- I experience one of the deepest meditations I have had in a while- mountains seen from the window- feeling Mother and creation- feeling the holding of Grandmother.  Today with no agenda I experienced the lake twice- one walk with Nancy and another taking the dogs and laughing while the one dog ran into the lake; I swim in the pool; we go to the grocery and create a marvelous meal of salmon and veggies; we have lunch at this fun place called the Garden where peacocks roam free.  And I am experiencing instantly- at lunch we asked for green sauce for the enchiladas and I also wanted red, but didn’t say anything- we got red too.  There is a sweet looking shrine up the mountain and today I said I want to climb and tonight at dinner the man of the house  (leaving tomorrow to join his wife and daughter)- said that is one of the places he takes the dogs and he will show me tomorrow before he leaves- now I have some Being to walk with.

I keep feeling this sense of never having had a life before this- I have no history- and that feels like a powerful place to create.  I create richness in life- community, service, love, partnership, food, fun, children, animals, friends- more to come.

 I am happy to be reconnected to people in my life who have shared this journey with me- who have been doing their own work while I have been doing mine- I can’t wait to see what happens next.  Last night I got to see again in the flesh Susan and Olivier- thank you dear ones.  I have taken this part of the journey with a woman named Nancy- we never met until Monday and can you say synch….  Lovely dancing with you while shopping, while cooking dinner, while listening to what needs to be done here and just knowing who will do what and what we will do together, for navigating and creating a safe fun trip across the border.  And for Teacher who still reflects Me.

Parenting Myself in real time....

This feels like a coming out week for me- I have been out of the house, being with more people this week than I have the whole time I have been in this geographic location- and the taste of it is very different.  I am Present most of the time- still getting my quiet time- it has been a lovely dance of balance.
Today I took yesterday's lesson into the day and walked with the vibe of parenting myself in the power of love- the day so far ( I will be attending a fund raiser this evening) has been in service to another family I have met who love me and I love them.  Underneath the disguise of child care or house sitter they can feel something else and we have a genuine relationship.  Today I spent the day taking care of the four children and I could not have created a more beautiful day- a walk in the woods, meaningful conversation, movie, good food!  I experienced this because each time my mind stepped in with a story of some sort- like, I am tired or I can't do this, or I don't like this- I said Bull.... and remembered center, home.   So I met the young girl who chose to wear shoes instead of boots and then cried about the shoes not working with what is- and I kept meeting her with what is, not getting hooked in what she was trying to create.  By the end of the day, she said she loved me.  I met one of the young boys who tease his younger brother into tears and fits with a what is statement- one warning and then up to his room by himself.
So on a day i parented myself,  I had more fun with these kids than I ever have and they did too!  I am sitting quietly for an hour before I go to the fundraiser and meditating and writing- to reclaim the whole day!
Love,
Lynn

How to serve?

I am working with Teacher which means I enjoy daily practices that engage the spirit, body, mind and emotions.  Yesterday's question was can I open myself up to be the fullest expression of service to others possible?  Today's practice brought the answer yes and some other interesting items which I choose to hold for now- still forming and perking!  And a message to pay it forward- so how has this served you?  This is what I wish to share today.

So I asked for help this time because I could see I was lost- for me it showed up as a lack of consistency.  There were days where I felt expanded and blissed out and then there were days where I felt small and afraid- this looked like I would see some things show in my life that I desired, but that wouldn’t be consistent either- stop start, stop start.   There was no middle ground- life wasn’t flowing.  And I have been doing spiritual, psychological, consciousness work for many years….

What did I receive? 

So many things… I recovered my little girl who hasn’t trusted me in so many years- she is with me now and she is the part of me who sees the magic in life- who loves to play- and now she is not needing anything from me- she knows she is loved.  I claimed Helen, my mother and Bob, my father- owning all parts of me in them, loving and accepting all those parts.  I reconnected with Grandmother- who walks now with me- glowing with unconditional love.  I remembered my connection to all the elements- fire, wind, water, and earth- that I am they and the .wholeness of that- destruction and creation- all of me that I love. 

I am aware that right now I do not know what is possible of this body or this Being.  I have reconnected with my body so that I can feel shifts and stuckness in it and use the body as a place to work on for information- the body talks.

On the same note, I have remembered how important breathing is- brings me right back to center- the middle ground- deliberate breathing.

I have seen so many places and I continue to see where I have looked outside of myself for value, for confirmation, for something I felt I couldn’t do or create myself- I no longer choose to do that and I see right away if I am and love it into me.

I have remembered what it means to create and to own all the creations and I now see what happens when I do not own the creations- I get small again.

I remember I am Power and that my home is the third chakra- power with love because of course it is no longer about force.

I now can feel that I am alone in this journey and be peaceful about that; I now see that I am fully supported in this journey to see the highest Self; I see that even though I am alone, I am part of a much bigger picture and vibration and that what I do, say, Be counts and creates ripples and I don’t need to know what those are anymore.

I am more in Trust than ever before and that grows each day.

And how does that matter in day-to-day life?  Now, I can feel an emotion coming up and instead of pushing it away (saying oh I shouldn’t feel that- I am on a spiritual path) or falling into it (oh I am sad or blissed and that’s it)- I turn into the emotion and with love and acceptance, ask it what it would like to tell me and thank it for whatever it would like to tell me- it is always linked to a belief- which I can turn into too and ask it how it has served me (believe it or not all of our beliefs served us at one time) and thank it and love it and honor it- the power of these emotions and beliefs are soon gone and what happens is I just am present and experiencing.  And imagine what it would be like to not react and act from these emotions and beliefs?  New choices, new ways of being, new opportunities just magically show up- because I am no longer caught in the old pattern.  
 I got to see by living where I am how I project onto others- see that, love that in me and create authentic apology and then let it go- this makes me more aware of projections.


I am in the middle ground these days and when I am not, I recognize and return with one of the many tools I have learned and remembered.
Life feels easier, I feel easier.  I am surrounded by others who stand in their own power- owning their creations, desiring to create in harmony, doing their work- so there is no drama.  I am dreaming again- meaning being able to see that whatever I want to experience is possible and because there is more room in this body and Being- I am hearing, seeing, feeling new possibilities.  I am healthier than I have been in years and stronger in my body.  I look forward to each day to see what is in store for me.  I see what is and accept and love it.
I have had moments of this throughout my life and now the moments are running together.
More to come..
Love,
Lynn