I love Ajijic, Mexico- what's not to love? It is now the rainy season where it rains almost every night- spectacular strong rains which cools the temperature down; the land is lush; and the smells of the flowers are potent. Susan and I visited Foco Tonal on Sunday- an entry for St. Germaine energy- we were the only gringos and my heart expanded in love for the people of Mexico.
And yet, last week after the four of us sat in loving authenticity with each ourselves and each other- I felt completion. I felt like I had done what I came here to do. Still don't know all of what that was- except to just show up and Be. A glimpse is that there are now four individuated Gods going out to walk on the planet in different directions.
So what to do- where to go? The only thing I could feel was - road trip and I have been feeling seeing my dear friend Jason in the physical.
I contacted the woman who dowsed me before leaving Wisconsin and received some gifts! Clarity is that I am being called in this moment to respond to where I am supported- where the resonance is calling me- some place where I will receive and I will be able to share all of me. The next physical stop appears in the moment to be New Mexico and then on to Boulder Colorado and getting to Vancouver BC by the end of the summer! Boy, once you let go- you just never know what's next.... And in this moment I remember that is what I have felt for awhile - the going to a place, the immersion in the place and then the leaving to the next.
I celebrate the wholeness and authenticity that this piece of the journey has brought me- the missing piece is the celebration- I knew there was no more "work" to do; and it feels wonderful to celebrate- now I am to spread this wherever I go- like Johnny Appleseed- the planting of celebration of remembering who we really are! There is nothing to do or be...
I also celebrate the disconnect of the old paradigm of lack around being in service and the creation of abundance and self-worth in service- Ajijic has given that to me. I have stayed at beautiful and luxurious places- I have eaten well- I have had fun experiences- I have learned I can take care of myself- all in abundance and richness. Walking this out each day.
I celebrate a wisp of the form that the next stage of service will take and I walk out everyday and create in the moment.
I do not know all the hows, the whats- today I change the HouseCarer site to Colorado, I write this, I schedule another Flock of Freedom call for Saturday, I witness other's opening up and the gifts that are coming in and I move to a house sit for the next few days- I pay attention and I take it slow. There is a list for my mind to manage and I wait in expectation to see what all appears in each moment- knowing it is not about me anymore.
We are moving together so that all is ready to support what's coming next.... wide-eyed and open hearted.
