Friday, July 13, 2012
Flock of Freedom: The Subtle Times
Flock of Freedom: The Subtle Times: Greetings from the deck in Pennsylvania! Watching the blue jays and chipmunks play around the water fountain; allowing my whole Being to da...
The Subtle Times
Greetings from the deck in Pennsylvania!
Watching the blue jays and chipmunks play around the water fountain; allowing my whole Being to dance with Snatum Kaur in the background- feeling an inner push back and pull down- all from asking the question what wants to get experienced this day- creation and connection!
And isn't it interesting that the mind immediately went to oh I can create this and connect with this person...all on the outer!
That is the subtlety that I am experiencing here- by myself- with no work- no social life- not really much happening in the outer- which is a very odd experience for this manifestor! This is the experience as I weeded yesterday- having to go in between tiny little flowers and weeds- slowing it down- getting very clear- doing my part!
When I first landed here, what came to me was to commit fully to Me- and asking what that might mean or look like- I kept receiving the knowing that no matter what the outer looked like (what I was doing for work, money in the bank account, relationships)- that I could source my own joy, richness, love, peace- and I source it all- the lack, the disconnection, the uncomfortableness!
And you know I have heard these words for years----the words can be placeholders- people who are actually experiencing this say them with a vibration that holds the space for anyone who chooses to come and experience the feel- for even a brief moment- that gives us a chance to remember! Or they can be said from the mind- it is subtle and I am now experiencing the difference within- each day. And when I read something on FB...I see us all!
So I am committed to Me- to experience the fullness of Me- walking, crawling, dancing, smiling, crying, trusting into I Source everything! It so reminds me of the last journey I experienced in group- everyone in the group went away even the shaman (male)- except the medicine and the other shaman (female) and as people started going away the medicine kept asking me is this ok- I kept saying yes until it got to it and the woman and I said no and that is ok- I am good with this! So for now I listen to Snatum, sipping coffee, and watching nature! And finally remembering that creation happens in the space- in the in between!
And breathe everyone- for what do I place myself on the altar to be altered- we/us/you/me!
I love YOu! I love Me!
Lynn
Watching the blue jays and chipmunks play around the water fountain; allowing my whole Being to dance with Snatum Kaur in the background- feeling an inner push back and pull down- all from asking the question what wants to get experienced this day- creation and connection!
And isn't it interesting that the mind immediately went to oh I can create this and connect with this person...all on the outer!
That is the subtlety that I am experiencing here- by myself- with no work- no social life- not really much happening in the outer- which is a very odd experience for this manifestor! This is the experience as I weeded yesterday- having to go in between tiny little flowers and weeds- slowing it down- getting very clear- doing my part!
When I first landed here, what came to me was to commit fully to Me- and asking what that might mean or look like- I kept receiving the knowing that no matter what the outer looked like (what I was doing for work, money in the bank account, relationships)- that I could source my own joy, richness, love, peace- and I source it all- the lack, the disconnection, the uncomfortableness!
And you know I have heard these words for years----the words can be placeholders- people who are actually experiencing this say them with a vibration that holds the space for anyone who chooses to come and experience the feel- for even a brief moment- that gives us a chance to remember! Or they can be said from the mind- it is subtle and I am now experiencing the difference within- each day. And when I read something on FB...I see us all!
So I am committed to Me- to experience the fullness of Me- walking, crawling, dancing, smiling, crying, trusting into I Source everything! It so reminds me of the last journey I experienced in group- everyone in the group went away even the shaman (male)- except the medicine and the other shaman (female) and as people started going away the medicine kept asking me is this ok- I kept saying yes until it got to it and the woman and I said no and that is ok- I am good with this! So for now I listen to Snatum, sipping coffee, and watching nature! And finally remembering that creation happens in the space- in the in between!
And breathe everyone- for what do I place myself on the altar to be altered- we/us/you/me!
I love YOu! I love Me!
Lynn
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